We are not alone
The answer to the longings of our heart lies outside of us,
beyond us, in the sphere of the supernatural.
We are not our own fulfillment,
and when we attempt to be,
the consequences are devastating
for us and for the world.
We knew this once, but we have forgotten.
Deep within us, we know it still.
But how can we remember
If there is no one to help us,
To open our eyes
And point out the way?
The way leads down paths dark and dreary,
Under hanging trees and over raging seas.
The silence of truth is deadly,
But we must die all the same.
We have no other choice.
It is only through dying that we may be free.
Free of ourselves,
Free of the shackles that bind us to our own self-centre,
Our reflection in the monstrance
(a reflection only monstrous).
We look in the pool and see ourselves,
And we call it good
For a time.
But soon we are disappointed
For we cannot touch our reflection,
We may not possess ourselves.
There is set a limit on us,
A line we may not pass
For love of all the world.
The thing we love most cannot satisfy;
We are a chalice we may never drink
As long as we live.
As long as we live
We are incomplete.
If we worship ourselves,
We worship the finite,
And worship itself rebels
And recoils against such blasphemy.
We become the mystery that we are not
A void and vapid New God
In a void and vapid New Age.
We give ourselves freedom that we cannot give
Daring the deeds we should not dare
And deeding the dares we ought not deed.
We offer the same religious praise
Which once we had offered the infinite
Only we do not believe in the infinite
Only in ourselves.
But we cannot live without offering it
Nor can we die unless we do so.
And we wish to die,
Each in his prison wishes to die,
For we know that we must die
If we wish to escape the horrors.
We cannot escape the horrors
As long as we live.
We do not even have each other
For each is all alone
And each worships himself
In his dark and lonely chapel,
His chapel empty and still,
Not even the wind’s home,
Only his own.
He knows that the others are there
But wishes that they were not so,
Or that they were in a different way,
A way that were better for him.
Sometimes he forgets of them,
And is angry when they encounter him.
He cannot find it in his self-absorbed heart
To forgive them their virtues.
We repeat our empty words
Over . . .
. . . And over . . .
. . . And over . . .
. . . Again.
And we shall repeat our empty words
Tomorrow . . .
. . . And tomorrow . . .
. . . And . . .
. . . Tomorrow
